When God Stopped Being Scary

What if the God you were taught to fear was never really God at all? 

In this episode, Paula breaks down her journey from the fear-based religion of her upbringing to the empowering, love-centered God she knows today — with insights from psychology, neuroscience, and conscious creation.

She grew up believing in a God who terrified her — a jealous, punishing deity who held my twelve-year-old self accountable for every sin. Questions were blasphemy. Curiosity was dangerous. Fear was faith.

But then she discovered something radical: maybe the God she was taught to fear wasn’t God at all.

Listen closely as she opens up about her personal journey from “Old God” — the warden of rules, hellfire, and judgment — to “Now God,” the Divine Energy of love, intelligence, and creation.

By the end, she hopes you’ll ask yourself the same question she did: What kind of God do I want to believe in?